SYNCHRONIZING MYSELF WITH REALITY

I think that fire in me is burning out. I dunno but the flame is flickering already....

I can't make myself wake up with a smile anymore, I feel tired and restless....
I need a vacation (again). But in fairness to myself, Im still digging deep inside.. deep down in me to find another lighted candle that'll keep me going... and I think I found one today.

My only spark right now would be my family and friends. They are the ones who keep me oing right now. If not for them, I'll be dead like a tree growing in the middle of a desert (cactus?). But, I still find enjoyment in what I do... (thank God).. but my place right now is pretty boring. I miss my ORIGINAL PLACE... the Mac that I am using... my dek with all those pink stuff and toys.. right now I am situated here in this boring corner of the room.. with only a blue background infront of me, used headphones and a tablet... boring isnt it? No color.. lifeless.. maybe taht's why I feel bored and sleepy...but I have to work... stretch those muscles and generate a few good ideas in my head... eventually this will be over.. but not for long.. 'coz there's still a FRIDAY WORK. I hope when I wake up tomorrow, it'll be SATURDAY... but I hope MONDAY would never come.. but, too bad, it will.....